chasing love

change url liaos.

2008-10-07T07:01:00.000-07:00

change of url. www.djeeyore.blogspot.com

shit.

2008-09-11T04:34:00.000-07:00

shitshitshitshitshit. i love somebody. dam. i broke up. dam. reason. she cannot pei wo. wad the?!?! lols

life suck

2008-08-18T06:43:00.000-07:00

maybe its time i forget about u lurhs. hahas, ccmq haha, freaking good memories man. thankyou! i now.. i think i want to camp at mountbatten bah. since.. nobody goes there other than shai and ernest or jing hao. ^^

2008-07-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

a few ppl that changed my life.

1. charmaine
2. qian hui
3. kriis
4. chuwen
5. kaixin
6. lucas
7. zoe
8. mandy
9. desheng
10. sonam

bullshit.

2008-07-25T05:46:00.000-07:00

somethings feel wrong. maybe its time i return to taekwondo already. i'm sick of this.. thinking right now. there is taekwondo in changkat, i would love to go taekwondo tomorrow but i cant.. i have a performance tomorrow. i miss you, i swear. even if its to late. i still care .16 july. wtf.(world taekwondo fedaration) should i go back to taekwondo or just slack my life away? now. currently, nothing motivates me to do anything. except for my friend lucas. who motivates me to play gunz , other than that.. i'm a lonely soul who awaits for a owner to guide me thro this whole lot of crap, like. having to come into my own room. lying on my bed . realising that memories where there b4. i tear 3 times. not sick memory for your info. i seriously dun feel good now. FUCK. i really want to shout and cry.. FUCK..i hate life.. should i slash?? fuck..shit.fuck.shit.fuck.shit. why.. why WHY.. does no one treasures me..WHY. i dun treat ppl badly..until. i cant control my actions anymore. i'm sorry ppl that i have whacked. i cant control myself.. and a word of advice , if you are in a boys sch. there is almost no such thing called best fwens. and i am serious about it. great.. maybe tomorrow i will make a trip down to yangzheng for awhile. i haven't been seeing my kids. maybe not mine anymore. life sucks sia.. i know i look like a big bully la.. maybe i am. but i also wont bully u if you dun disiao me right? so don't be a jerk. kays? and i REALLY want to say to queenie.. make the right chioce. and a hint, it has nothing to do with me. so if u, really take this message to mind, you will figure it out. and i am not kidding. its not a small matter. and,. i dunwan to hurt myself. but i am ..i am attached. and i love her very much. i've think i've found the one. i gtg. buh byes.

song?

2008-07-13T03:26:00.000-07:00

last untitled. is the name of the song.

~last untitled~
wait,
is all that i could say,
everytime you walk away,
from my doorstep..

and, hey.
i really want to say.
cant bear to let you go away` from my arms (girl/boy)~

whye must it be this way~?
(why can't i just let you go~ )
i hate to feel this way`~!

and now, feeling regretful,
hoping to be forgiven~
your words, shattered my heart,
into a million pieces.

why this way?
i've had enough,
why this way?~

everything is gone but the memory will~
always be right here..
i know i'm in the wrong

2008-06-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

haha, i got rejected.cries cries everyday..

i fracture my toe T.T

2008-06-20T08:01:00.000-07:00

ahhh ! pain ah dey! tmd ernest why ur elbow so hard de
i broke my toe !! u la tmd.nvm, oh ya, maybe its my fault i'm too distracted with sylvie .. so i nvr spar properly. seh.. go A&E PAY $75 + X ray and Pain killers, so ex... anyway, signing off with my toe, wish me the best LOL.

2008-06-18T22:23:00.000-07:00

wa~ ytd went to BBQ. so cool lor. i reach there at 5-6? then when to area C pit 10. then ernest kang wei and 2 ppl pangsei me.-.- i was like stoning~ and stoning~ lol JIN HAO Ah! why u so late then come??? i been cooking for 2 hours leii
(i think i no eye brow ler) LOL jkjk.
wow i didnt know still got ppl care for me de leii~ X: everyone reading this sentence say AWW~~~ then show me a cute face ^^ LOL, then my turn : ACT CUTE AH? -.- LOL
aww.. cant believe still have ppl care for me de leii seriously lor, feel very nice, but i don't deserved it. erm.. wait!! clarification, the PERSON who care about me is not U = understand? so don't think its u. unless its really u. k? give hint la.. erm.. qh ^^ good enuff liao LOL ok la , i quit maple ler. so i gonna do my home work now buh byes~

all over it. ^^

2008-06-16T05:02:00.000-07:00

yay ! i'm all over! as the saying goes : old one dun go new one wunt come ^^ woots its better to get over it asap! so please dun be sad ppl when sumthing happens. ^^ just dun care about it and u will realise that its gone. ^^ went to watch never back down ytd, super nice ^^ recommended by me.^^